"Unless you try to do something beyond what you have already mastered, you will never grow." ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson
Throughout my life I have declared that, "I am not a writer." I always did fine in my studies, but I never thought of myself as a true writer. I doubted my ability to pick up a pen and put valuable words down on paper. In college, I decided to pursue a career in Marketing Communications. However, I wanted to steer clear of Public Relations because I didn't want to write press releases. Little did I know, that once I entered the workplace that writing press releases and overseeing a blog were part of my job duties. I had always kept a journal, but it was a whole different story to publish my articles and share my writing with news agencies. At first, I feared that everyone thought my writing was rubbish. However, over time I started to get compliments on my blogs, articles, and press releases. I guess I was a writer all along and I had mastered the skill to market events and write press releases.
All good things must come to an end. I left my marketing job, did a little traveling abroad and then started studying at SWIHA. I was entering new territory and studying information that was unfamiliar to me. However, I felt very passionate about I was learning and felt compelled to share this wonderful information. Around the same time, I saw a post on Facebook that the health-conscious.org was going to launch their website/blog and was looking for contributors. This organization aligns with my core values. Their purpose is to empower individuals to improve their health. I instantly knew that I wanted to contribute to the blog, so I emailed the editor and asked if I could be part of the team. I sent her my bio and examples of my writing. She quickly got back to me and welcomed me to the team. I was in! However, that is when the fear set in. I was only a student and had no true experience in the field. My articles were going to be featured next to doctors, nutritionists, life coaches and people who had been working in this field before I could even walk or talk.
My deadline was quickly approaching and I was procrastinating in the worst way. I started to doubt my writing skills, but even worse I started to doubt myself as a Mind-Body Wellness Practitioner. I wrote to the editor and explained that I was only a student and I should probably wait to contribute until I was working in the field. She wrote me back and said, "Please remember, there are NO apologies allowed for who you are and what you do!! From what I have heard about you, you are scheduled to be AWESOME!!!" After that message, there was no turning back. I was going to be a contributor to the health-conscious.org.
It was the eve of my deadline, so I sat down to write my article. I didn't know where to begin. I had weeks to prepare to write this story, but due to my procrastination I was sitting there staring at my computer with writer's block. I threw around a few ideas, but finally settled on telling my personal wellness story. Once I decided on the topic, the words started to flow and before I knew it I had written the entire article. I submitted it for review and it was published! It was extremely exciting to see my work online again. This time it meant even more because the topic was something personal and was my first step into the wellness world. Since that time I have had some life changes, so I have not been able to contribute to the website. However, this class inspired me to submit another article for publication. The article was inspired by a topic covered in my Transformational Healing class a few weeks ago. When we were asked to write a article for this class, I instantly knew that I wanted to discuss the "physician within." I submitted the article yesterday, so I am anxiously waiting to see if it will be accepted and published. Either way, I am proud of my work.
I am in the process of moving from NYC to Seattle this month, so once I get settled I would like to submit articles on a regular basis. Currently I do not have my own website, so I think it's important for me to continue to be a part of networks and organizations like this to get my name out there. My posts could possibly lead to new professional opportunities. This experience has taught me to stop being my own worst critic. I have important ideas and stories to share with the world, so it's important to overcome the fear and just write.
